Wednesday, April 04, 2012

氧氣

沉入越來越深的海底
我開始想念你
我好孤寂
跌進越來越冷的愛裡
我快不能呼吸
我想要你
人活著賴著一口氧氣
氧氣是你
如果你愛我 你會來找我
你會知道我 快不能活
如果你愛我 你會來救我
空氣很稀薄 因為寂寞

一首很久很久以前的歌
到今天還是每聽必哭

來到這裡三個月
沒有越來越融入這裡的生活的感覺
反而越來越覺得想回亞洲
需要回去那個我關心的人在的地方
這裡沒有我期待見到的人
也沒有人會在意我
有些人說巴黎是世界上最美的城市
我卻覺得這裡的人很冷漠
或者是是對我吧

難道那連續劇裡面說的初老現象都是真的?
這就是為甚麼我最近都在想著很久以前發生的事情
而兩分鐘前想說的話都會忘記的原因嗎?

Monday, February 13, 2012

巴黎的牛肉麵

星期六吃到了在巴黎的第一碗牛肉麵,喝了第一杯奶茶!
餐廳叫做101台北小館,是個來了巴黎很久的臺灣媽媽開的。
跟法國人比較,這裡的服務實在是太好了!
雖然茶藝還有待改進,但是食物是很道地的味道,讚!
最後還有老闆的手作鳳梨酥!
下禮拜一定要再去吃他們的火車便當!

Friday, February 03, 2012

I am back

So, I am back in this country of slowpokes, dirty streets, crappy service, and yummy food.
Yup, France it is.
But this time, it's for good.

I miss Japan like crazy though.
Everything there, positive or negative, all of a sudden become the perfection of a properly functioning country.

And then I miss Taiwan.
There are people there that feel the most comfortable with even if I was in my worst state.
When will I ever meet them again?
Because I know it is not possible to just find or meet another here or anywhere else in the world.

But now, it's for good.
Finding apartments and all definitely means I am in a different time zone.

I guess I will just keep my mind and heart in that faraway land while physically being in this one.