Sunday, May 15, 2005

Never Enough...

Time.
Money.
Cookies.

Just to name a couple of things that I can never get enough of.

But "time" has to be the thing I need the most but is impossible to get more of...
If only there was more time to do everything...
There is so much I haven't done...
and so much I wanna do...
What can anyone do about this though?
Nothing.
And when one has the will to do something but there is an unchangeable factor stopping it from happening...

I can only say...
it feels like shit. ><

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

壞...

今天一起來就什麼都不對了...
不舒服.
想東想西.
遲到.
脖子肩膀雙腿全部酸痛.
喉嚨也痛.
東京整天在下雨.
還打雷.
上班開會時因為學校業績沒有達到
氣氛很糟.
大家都在想辦法改善現況.
上課了.
一節課45分鐘.
第一個7:10學生進來.
第二個7:20學生進來.
第三個7:30學生才來.
弄得課上的不三不四的.
真搞不懂這些人.
要是聰明就算了.
永遠不來我也不管
頭腦慢.
好.
那也算了.
至少要準時上課啊.
搞不懂.
搞不懂.
搞不懂.
煩.
煩.
煩.

怎麼了...

Monday, April 18, 2005

Last resort

Which stupid country requires residents to pay the income tax of 2 countries when they're not even living in the country, working in the country, using the country's facilities, or even breathing the air of the country?! Canada.
Yes...and because of this law, I must stay in Japan for another year...until April of next year.

I was so disappointed at first...cuz staying in Japan for a longer time means I'll have to postpone my plan to go back to school to study DTP...which also means I'll be older and older as I work my way through my "not-yet-started-career".
But...I've decided...
If I keep thinking about the people, things, and places in Canada, it's just gonna make me feel miserable in the year to come. Since I have no choice now, I might as well make the best out of the time I'll stay in Japan. I have to say that Japan is a good country to live in, despite the costs.......
the people are all nice and honest here; my way of living is perfect here.

Is it possible for me to stay longer? mmm...yes...one more year...

This probably disappointed the very few people who were expecting me...but there are still soooo much to do, so much to see, so much to learn...maybe it's not such a bad idea after all...

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

有甚麼讓我抓住

壞習慣怎麼都改不了.
討厭.
早就該吃進肚子拉到太平洋流回土裡再長出來再吃掉了.
還在那邊死想爛想.
沒有人會記得的.
放棄吧.

雖然,那可能是我最珍貴的.


Why the hell am I trying to grasp onto things that don't even exist anymore?!

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

台場一丁目商店街


台場一丁目商店街 Posted by Hello

模仿日本眧和30年代的商店街.正在營業的店舖賣的大部分是台場著名的特產,或是30年代的零食.走著走著你會發現商店櫥窗的東西的價錢會突然變成不可思議的低.我還差點走進了一家拉麵只要70?的餐廳呢.結果看一看門才發現那只是讓大家了解舊日本的方法..再看一看招牌才發現當時日本的電話號碼只有6個號碼呢....所以逛完這個地方也知道了不少.原來保齡球是那時候才開始流行的.那時候因為一般人家裡不一定有電視,所以電影院是另一種娛樂...一般人一年可能都會到訪12、3次..戰後因為開始有西洋風的浸入,所以建築物和民間娛樂都會多少受一點西方的影響.
當時流行的車子原來是"Subaru 360"......愛車的你...有看過嗎?

Monday, March 14, 2005

Happy Valentine's...again!

白色情人節到了...男生們,如果你們在二月的情人節沒有選個小禮物送你親愛的honey,是時候補送了哦...藉今天把握機會再次製造浪漫吧!o(^_^)o

Friday, March 04, 2005

忙啊忙啊

這個禮拜的工作不知道為什麼會忙不過來...好像已經好久好久沒有放假似的.今天心情更糟...明明公司氣氛好好的,上頭突然來了一個很奇怪的人...這個人笑容很假,講話很慢,很沒有感情,是那種你怎麼努力聽都沒辦法知道他在想什麼的人.他會到處用他那種很不友善的語氣跟學生講話嚇他們. 因為他的出現,害大家都緊張起來...好不容易下班了...以為可以鬆一口氣...結果連電梯都要按三次才可以真的走!(><)

...氣呀

終於走到樓下了...又被三個平排走在我前面的人擋住我回家的路...

...更氣

走了兩步前面的人開始抽煙...還剛好被風吹到我臉上...受不了...臭死了!!! (*___*)

...氣氣氣氣氣氣瘋了!!

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

在Canada/SFU拍的電影

最近看了一部電影叫My Life Without Me.原本完全不知道這是什麼樣的電影.就連封套都完全不會引起我的注意.會把它從錄影帶店的櫃子上拿下來,純粹因為喜歡它的名字.
看著看著...竟然越來越喜歡.不只是因為故事感人...女主角在電影裡面竟然是晚間在SFU工作的清潔工人!看到她努力的擦我以前上課看過的黑板,清理在AQ的那排lockers,還有在我以前常唸書的地方努力掃那裡的地板,讓我看到我常在那裡混時間的White Spot...讓我想起最快樂的大學生涯...真的是越看越喜歡...但言歸正傳...這部加拿大的電影雖然成本低,故事簡單,但可以感動人心...
假如有一天我不在的話,會不會像電影裡面一樣有另外一個人代替我生活,工作,和替我愛我愛的人呢?我身邊的人是不是可以接受另外一個人做我平時會做的事情?...

Thursday, February 10, 2005

日本建國紀念日

二月十一號是日本建國紀念日,在公元六百六十年初代神武天皇即位的日子.很多神社都有一些儀式去紀念這個重要的日子.有些人會在家門掛上國旗,甚至唱國歌.對於我來說,這天應該是叫做'好不容易等到的假期'...所以明天我照常去打球然後回家上網混...

看來,我還是不夠投入這個社會.(-_-);;

Saturday, February 05, 2005

上下班的路


這就是我在日本每天回家和出門必經的小巷子. 其中一邊是住宅,另一邊是個國中. 每天經過都會看得到一點點的日本文化.
有時候看到他們上體育課,就會了解為甚麼日本人可以這麼的有規律.這裡的學生就連在操場跑圈也會排著隊的跑.邊跑邊喊著口號.這樣子就不會有任何所謂比較優劣的學生了.在這個社會,每個人都儘量讓自己跟別人一樣.這裡的國中和高中學生還有個習慣.而且你可以一眼看的出這個學生是不是個好學生.愛玩的男生一下課就會把領帶解開,把褲子拉超低裝酷.愛玩的女生會一下課就把原本的及膝百摺校裙拉高變成超級迷你裙.
要是你不這樣子,你大概就會被歸類成'俗'的人吧...

Saturday, January 29, 2005

Opaque


Opaque in Ginza,Tokyo. Posted by Hello
四層的化妝品,護膚品,和衣服...全日本的女生的面具就是從這種店做出來的.走在路上,幾乎不會看到素臉的女生...為甚麼這個社會這麼的淺薄?

Thursday, January 27, 2005

1/6,000,000,000

The odds that I would meet you in this great big world were 6,000,000,000 to 1.
It's a miracle we found each other.