看連續劇時再次的聽到了這句話
已經好久沒有人對我說這句話了
沒辦法生我的氣
沒辦法對我兇
不能勉強我做我不想做的事
不能不對我心軟
沒辦法離開我
但還是愛我
這樣的人
實際上沒有過幾個
以後也應該是沒有那個福氣再遇上
這樣願意寵我的人了
是吧...
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
Sunday, August 20, 2006
A Date...avec moi!
Saturday night...
I had no one to attend to
no one to wait for
no one to look forward to
but when Nao asked me if I could stay after work to do an interview
I still insisted I had to go.
I had to be somewhere, I said.
I had a plan, I said.
It was true...
although no one was waiting for me,
I had a saturday night plan with myself.
that's right...
I went to the hot spring after work
It was great...
very relaxing and a perfect way to end a work week
then I met Superman!
Went to a very late show at the cinema that started at midnight...
Superman Returns was a very long movie that brought my date to an end at 3 am.
It was very exciting...so it kinda gave me a neckache cuz I was too stiff when i was watching it ><...
there was no rush
no arguments
no worries about my appearance
(although I did make sure still that I looked good)(^_~)
so the next date should come up soon....^^
I had no one to attend to
no one to wait for
no one to look forward to
but when Nao asked me if I could stay after work to do an interview
I still insisted I had to go.
I had to be somewhere, I said.
I had a plan, I said.
It was true...
although no one was waiting for me,
I had a saturday night plan with myself.
that's right...
I went to the hot spring after work
It was great...
very relaxing and a perfect way to end a work week
then I met Superman!
Went to a very late show at the cinema that started at midnight...
Superman Returns was a very long movie that brought my date to an end at 3 am.
It was very exciting...so it kinda gave me a neckache cuz I was too stiff when i was watching it ><...
there was no rush
no arguments
no worries about my appearance
(although I did make sure still that I looked good)(^_~)
so the next date should come up soon....^^
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
Just for Satoshi! (^_~)
This is the band I told you about...I loved one of the female trombone players...she was so cool! check it out ^^
if you click on the albums and find the first album, u can listen to clips of a few of the songs...^_~
if you click on the albums and find the first album, u can listen to clips of a few of the songs...^_~
Sunday, August 13, 2006
alone and lonely
Over the past 2 years, 4 months, and 10 days,
one thing has definitely become different.
I used to be with my friends or family all the time
or...
at least...
him. he used to be always there by my side
never had to eat a single meal out alone
and never liked to either
I guess I no longer have that choice
or that luxury...
Had countless lonely meals...
Went to the hot bath alone many times recently...
watching old and young couples there
enjoying the bath together
massaging each other
friends there chatting together
but I was alone...
did i survive?
better than I ever would have thought...
one thing has definitely become different.
I used to be with my friends or family all the time
or...
at least...
him. he used to be always there by my side
never had to eat a single meal out alone
and never liked to either
I guess I no longer have that choice
or that luxury...
Had countless lonely meals...
Went to the hot bath alone many times recently...
watching old and young couples there
enjoying the bath together
massaging each other
friends there chatting together
but I was alone...
did i survive?
better than I ever would have thought...
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
夢
做了一個夢
夢裡，他寫了一封很長很長的信，
加上回憶全部寄到我的信箱來了
信箱突然變的好大
但還是塞滿了
我把重重的回憶包裹和信一起拿回家了
信裡面是什麼內容，
我還沒有來得及看就逃離了那個夢
還好我醒來了
我不想看到那封信
我不想知到裡面寫什麼
我永遠都不要丟掉我們的過去
夢裡，他寫了一封很長很長的信，
加上回憶全部寄到我的信箱來了
信箱突然變的好大
但還是塞滿了
我把重重的回憶包裹和信一起拿回家了
信裡面是什麼內容，
我還沒有來得及看就逃離了那個夢
還好我醒來了
我不想看到那封信
我不想知到裡面寫什麼
我永遠都不要丟掉我們的過去
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
Urayasu
Urayasu Yumeguri Mangekyo in Chiba is the place I went to last week on my day off...
It was such a great place with an area indoors that stimulates the style of Japan in the Edo era...In that building, you can enjoy Japanese food and some games and shopping in the yukata of your choice...
Outside in the swimsuit zone, you can enjoy natural hotsprings with your friends and your loved ones...
Of course, there is also a naked bath area.
In the naked bath zone, there are various baths with healing aromas or special effects; herbal fragrance, chinese herbs for healing purpose, collagen bath for the skin, etc...
It was such a quiet place too! One of the best places around tokyo...
It was such a great place with an area indoors that stimulates the style of Japan in the Edo era...In that building, you can enjoy Japanese food and some games and shopping in the yukata of your choice...
Outside in the swimsuit zone, you can enjoy natural hotsprings with your friends and your loved ones...
Of course, there is also a naked bath area.
In the naked bath zone, there are various baths with healing aromas or special effects; herbal fragrance, chinese herbs for healing purpose, collagen bath for the skin, etc...
It was such a quiet place too! One of the best places around tokyo...
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
Ya...it's impossible
He was right...
It is impossible to satisfy all parties when I make a decision...
but what if i did something that disregards certain people,
those who are not as important to me as others are...
would I be blamed? should I be blamed?
Yes, I think I would...or i was already blamed...without being told immediately...
and I would also have no way to save my butt because it would just seem like I am defending my action if I start explaining.
and it wouldn't help one bit that I had no say in anything whatsoever so far...
Love this song...Sometimes love just ain't enough.
I dont wanna lose you,
I dont wanna use you
Just to have somebody by my side
And I dont wanna hate you
I dont wanna take you
But I dont wanna be the one to cry
That dont really matter to anyone, anymore
But like a fool I keep losing my place
And I keep seeing you walk through that door
But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart you cant trust
Theres a reason why people dont stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just aint enough
Now I could never change you
I dont wanna blame you
Baby you dont have to take the fall
Yes I may have hurt you
But I did not desert you
Maybe I just wanna have it all
It makes a sound like thunder
It makes me feel like rain
And like a fool who will never see the truth
I keep thinking somethings gonna change
But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart you cant trust
Theres a reason why people dont stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just aint enough
And there's no way home
When its late at night and youre all alone
Are there things that you wanted to say
Do you feel me beside you in your bed
There beside you where I used to lay
And there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart they cant touch.
Theres a reason why people dont stay who they are
Cause baby sometimes love just aint enough.
Baby sometimes love just aint enough.
It is impossible to satisfy all parties when I make a decision...
but what if i did something that disregards certain people,
those who are not as important to me as others are...
would I be blamed? should I be blamed?
Yes, I think I would...or i was already blamed...without being told immediately...
and I would also have no way to save my butt because it would just seem like I am defending my action if I start explaining.
and it wouldn't help one bit that I had no say in anything whatsoever so far...
Love this song...Sometimes love just ain't enough.
I dont wanna lose you,
I dont wanna use you
Just to have somebody by my side
And I dont wanna hate you
I dont wanna take you
But I dont wanna be the one to cry
That dont really matter to anyone, anymore
But like a fool I keep losing my place
And I keep seeing you walk through that door
But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart you cant trust
Theres a reason why people dont stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just aint enough
Now I could never change you
I dont wanna blame you
Baby you dont have to take the fall
Yes I may have hurt you
But I did not desert you
Maybe I just wanna have it all
It makes a sound like thunder
It makes me feel like rain
And like a fool who will never see the truth
I keep thinking somethings gonna change
But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart you cant trust
Theres a reason why people dont stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just aint enough
And there's no way home
When its late at night and youre all alone
Are there things that you wanted to say
Do you feel me beside you in your bed
There beside you where I used to lay
And there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart they cant touch.
Theres a reason why people dont stay who they are
Cause baby sometimes love just aint enough.
Baby sometimes love just aint enough.
Thursday, June 29, 2006
Turning point
How do people make decisions??
I don't even know anymore.
I used to be much more decisive than I am...
Was I not considerate enough,
thus,
could make decisions quickly based on a few factors?
Perhaps...
I've always thought that I am a considerate person
and that I always think in other people's shoes...
but apparently...
No.
or at least, not enough.
It's time I should really re-evaluate myself,
and the things I do...
and then, make out something about what to do next..
that is, hopefully, beneficial for all parties...
(is that ever even possible?)
this decision is definitely going to make my a huge difference in the rest of my life.....
wish me luck...
I don't even know anymore.
I used to be much more decisive than I am...
Was I not considerate enough,
thus,
could make decisions quickly based on a few factors?
Perhaps...
I've always thought that I am a considerate person
and that I always think in other people's shoes...
but apparently...
No.
or at least, not enough.
It's time I should really re-evaluate myself,
and the things I do...
and then, make out something about what to do next..
that is, hopefully, beneficial for all parties...
(is that ever even possible?)
this decision is definitely going to make my a huge difference in the rest of my life.....
wish me luck...
Thursday, June 22, 2006
Sunday, June 11, 2006
Salsa for the first time!
No, not the salsa with tortilla chips....
Salsa dancing!
Went to a club called El Cafe Latino in Roppongi last night..and tried salsa for the first time in my life...
it was amazing!
very difficult though...i kept stepping on my own sandals and other people's feet...
but after a while, the DJ put on a mix of the usual clubbing songs and salsa and some other types of music, so we just danced like crazy!
Loved it...
didn't sleep for the night, went and taught a private lesson at 10 in the morning, then went to play badminton at 2 clubs!
I think I've officially broken my record of staying up the longest time and doing the most things at the same time..
guess I am gonna crash now... ;p
Salsa dancing!
Went to a club called El Cafe Latino in Roppongi last night..and tried salsa for the first time in my life...
it was amazing!
very difficult though...i kept stepping on my own sandals and other people's feet...
but after a while, the DJ put on a mix of the usual clubbing songs and salsa and some other types of music, so we just danced like crazy!
Loved it...
didn't sleep for the night, went and taught a private lesson at 10 in the morning, then went to play badminton at 2 clubs!
I think I've officially broken my record of staying up the longest time and doing the most things at the same time..
guess I am gonna crash now... ;p
Saturday, May 20, 2006
Boracay's beach
Under the sun
At sunset
Just after sunset
One day on the beach, at around sunset, a wedding began.
In fact, a marriage began.
The bride and the groom took pictures before the beautiful sunset with changing colors
Such a wonderfully arranged wedding..
Their friends and family had dinner on the beach
Relaxing, but meaningful at the same time
to find that special someone
and to have our friends and family witness the love on such a beautiful site
Simply amazing...
Thursday, May 18, 2006
多嘗試多挑戰！！
好久沒上來了...
前陣子的生活太平淡了，上來也沒話說.
但四月底的旅行實在讓我大開眼界..
在台灣的幾天和姐姐逛街逛瘋了
還和兩個朋友見面了.
一個是從高中就認識的人.
和他出去了一天，聊東聊西的，
當然還說到以前的事
沒辦法不說不想，
畢境那是十幾二十歲的事
幾乎很多的第一次都是跟他和他的朋友們一起的
很開心，很輕鬆的一天
因為跟他聊天可以讓自己的看法放寬一些
但仍然很舒服，不會有壓力。
另一個是很神奇在網路上認識了五六年
但今年第一次見面的人
跟他和他女朋友去山上和農場走走，
吃了個飯
到最後原來他們準備了生日蛋糕
為我慶祝生日
真的很感動
因為我們只是第一次見面
不過，雖然是第一次，
但感覺並不陌生
有點像是很久以前就認識的感覺。
在台灣總共待了四天，
但在菲律賓的十天才真的精彩
除了在馬尼拉的幾天，跟一些朋友去了一個叫做Embassy的club
跟他們打羽毛球, squash, 去rock climbing
還去了菲律賓七千多個島的其中兩個
在Boracay的三天
我們住在很舒服的地方，就在白沙前
不會游泳的我嘗試了第一次的parasailing和浮潛
感覺好棒！
parasailing的感覺很舒服，就在高高的地方看著白白的沙灘的風景
浮潛就在海上一邊飄著，一邊發現海底的生物
我以為那已經很漂亮
但在另一個島Palawan上，我還去了第一次的潛水！
還因為太漂亮了，早上去了一次之後，下午再去了一次!
在１３，１４米深的海底，看到了好幾隻海龜，還可以餵牠吃東西，幫牠抓背
牠們很善良，當你抓牠的背的時候，牠們因為感覺很舒服
所以臉上會像掛著笑容一樣的乖乖給你抓，順便說謝謝.
除了海龜，我們還看到了一見人就躲了起來的八爪魚，
Ｎemo裡面的小丑魚，
各種各樣的珊湖
還有上百的silverjack圍繞著我們
在水裡尋找這些的時候，因為只聽的見自己呼吸的聲音和水泡的聲音
所以很特別
好像什麼都不用管了的感覺
不知道怎麼形容才好，但一定要親身體驗才會了解
東京太吵了！我已經想要再去那安靜的海底了！
在我們住的島上，還看到蝙幅
怪怪的，不知道為什麼牠們會選我們住的resort去待
經過這次，我以後都不要叫累或叫怕了
如果因為會累或怕，而錯失了一些作新嘗試的機會
那一定會後悔！
因為這難忘的經驗，我以後一定要多嘗試！
Next up: conquer snowboarding, and try wakeboarding! (^_~)v
前陣子的生活太平淡了，上來也沒話說.
但四月底的旅行實在讓我大開眼界..
在台灣的幾天和姐姐逛街逛瘋了
還和兩個朋友見面了.
一個是從高中就認識的人.
和他出去了一天，聊東聊西的，
當然還說到以前的事
沒辦法不說不想，
畢境那是十幾二十歲的事
幾乎很多的第一次都是跟他和他的朋友們一起的
很開心，很輕鬆的一天
因為跟他聊天可以讓自己的看法放寬一些
但仍然很舒服，不會有壓力。
另一個是很神奇在網路上認識了五六年
但今年第一次見面的人
跟他和他女朋友去山上和農場走走，
吃了個飯
到最後原來他們準備了生日蛋糕
為我慶祝生日
真的很感動
因為我們只是第一次見面
不過，雖然是第一次，
但感覺並不陌生
有點像是很久以前就認識的感覺。
在台灣總共待了四天，
但在菲律賓的十天才真的精彩
除了在馬尼拉的幾天，跟一些朋友去了一個叫做Embassy的club
跟他們打羽毛球, squash, 去rock climbing
還去了菲律賓七千多個島的其中兩個
在Boracay的三天
我們住在很舒服的地方，就在白沙前
不會游泳的我嘗試了第一次的parasailing和浮潛
感覺好棒！
parasailing的感覺很舒服，就在高高的地方看著白白的沙灘的風景
浮潛就在海上一邊飄著，一邊發現海底的生物
我以為那已經很漂亮
但在另一個島Palawan上，我還去了第一次的潛水！
還因為太漂亮了，早上去了一次之後，下午再去了一次!
在１３，１４米深的海底，看到了好幾隻海龜，還可以餵牠吃東西，幫牠抓背
牠們很善良，當你抓牠的背的時候，牠們因為感覺很舒服
所以臉上會像掛著笑容一樣的乖乖給你抓，順便說謝謝.
除了海龜，我們還看到了一見人就躲了起來的八爪魚，
Ｎemo裡面的小丑魚，
各種各樣的珊湖
還有上百的silverjack圍繞著我們
在水裡尋找這些的時候，因為只聽的見自己呼吸的聲音和水泡的聲音
所以很特別
好像什麼都不用管了的感覺
不知道怎麼形容才好，但一定要親身體驗才會了解
東京太吵了！我已經想要再去那安靜的海底了！
在我們住的島上，還看到蝙幅
怪怪的，不知道為什麼牠們會選我們住的resort去待
經過這次，我以後都不要叫累或叫怕了
如果因為會累或怕，而錯失了一些作新嘗試的機會
那一定會後悔！
因為這難忘的經驗，我以後一定要多嘗試！
Next up: conquer snowboarding, and try wakeboarding! (^_~)v
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
神奇的羽毛球
日本的羽毛球賽的等級好像很不規則..
新宿區的分四部；一部是最高等級的，四部是最初級的。
豐島區的分六級；中野區的只有分三級。
前兩天去了板橋區看他們一部的男雙和女雙..
很精彩，看的害我比他們還緊張，不認識的也為他們打氣。
看完的那天和第二天我都去打球了，
不知道是對手沒有很強還是我突然神奇的進步了...
兩天打的都好順手，也很少失誤。
我想大概是看了那些比賽學會了什麼吧~^^
而且原本還沒打的時候全身酸痛，
還想說完蛋了，待會一定會打不好><
結果打了幾球身體就完全沒事了！
身體不好的女生一定要試試..
一個周末下來身體沒酸痛了而且心情變好加自信上升！(^_____^)V
新宿區的分四部；一部是最高等級的，四部是最初級的。
豐島區的分六級；中野區的只有分三級。
前兩天去了板橋區看他們一部的男雙和女雙..
很精彩，看的害我比他們還緊張，不認識的也為他們打氣。
看完的那天和第二天我都去打球了，
不知道是對手沒有很強還是我突然神奇的進步了...
兩天打的都好順手，也很少失誤。
我想大概是看了那些比賽學會了什麼吧~^^
而且原本還沒打的時候全身酸痛，
還想說完蛋了，待會一定會打不好><
結果打了幾球身體就完全沒事了！
身體不好的女生一定要試試..
一個周末下來身體沒酸痛了而且心情變好加自信上升！(^_____^)V
Sunday, March 05, 2006
有過的幸福
很久沒有那種覺得自己很幸福的感覺了
第一次在感情路上覺得很幸福的時候
其實只是很單純的一聲hello
那是第一次。
很喜歡那個人，而剛好他也喜歡我，
跟著他的兩個好朋友害羞的慢慢的在我面前走過
跟我說了一聲hi
這樣就開心了一天了
在之後光是跟他在大太陽下在他家的附近閒逛
也是無限幸福
再來
我喜歡的人跟我說，
因為他家庭的背景
他發誓不讓女生哭
那時候，我覺的自己是最幸福的
因為我遇到一個覺得“男人不該讓女人流淚”的人
然後
另一個我喜歡的人
在我感冒時跟我說“要多喝開水多休息哦”
讓我覺得我被關心
很窩心
還有
一個跟我在香港過了一個聖誕節的人
把我送到家門後再自己坐火車地鐵過海回家
這讓我知道他必定會願意為我做更多
我唯一喜歡過的香港男生，
讓我知道香港還是有希望的！
後來
遇到一個以前愛過的人
遇到之後我們互相通信了好一陣子
透過文字，我們知道了大家都會永遠記住對方的好
有個人永遠記得你的好
當然是最幸運的
現在不確定他在台灣還是大陸還是溫哥華
但我還是不能忘記他
我的每天作息都會用到他的名字呢！
還有另一個人
他一天到晚會說我可愛
雖然他常常忙的沒有時間陪我
但因為他對他的目標的執著
因為他樂觀的個性
因為他願意努力而且不會埋怨
讓我知道他是個可靠而且會讓我成長自立的人
這樣也是種幸福吧
還有一個朋友們最搞不懂的
說真的我也不懂這是什麼感覺
也不知道到何年何月才會真的在我這邊結束
但他絕對是讓我覺得最幸福的
記得在天冷的時候
他會把我和另一個朋友送回家
但他一定會把他穿的暖暖的外套給我
而且不管其他人住那裡
我一定會是最後在他車上的人
跟他單獨相處幾分鐘
他也會在我哭過之後
第一個住意到我的眼睛而問候我
他總會在附近
不管有什麼事情發生
他就像個守護天使
在最近的幾年一直讓我覺得不管有什麼事情
我都可以不用怕
因為有他在
但最近已經沒有了這種幸福的感覺了
我想，也不會再有了
而且也不能再任性的已為這些都還在了．．
第一次在感情路上覺得很幸福的時候
其實只是很單純的一聲hello
那是第一次。
很喜歡那個人，而剛好他也喜歡我，
跟著他的兩個好朋友害羞的慢慢的在我面前走過
跟我說了一聲hi
這樣就開心了一天了
在之後光是跟他在大太陽下在他家的附近閒逛
也是無限幸福
再來
我喜歡的人跟我說，
因為他家庭的背景
他發誓不讓女生哭
那時候，我覺的自己是最幸福的
因為我遇到一個覺得“男人不該讓女人流淚”的人
然後
另一個我喜歡的人
在我感冒時跟我說“要多喝開水多休息哦”
讓我覺得我被關心
很窩心
還有
一個跟我在香港過了一個聖誕節的人
把我送到家門後再自己坐火車地鐵過海回家
這讓我知道他必定會願意為我做更多
我唯一喜歡過的香港男生，
讓我知道香港還是有希望的！
後來
遇到一個以前愛過的人
遇到之後我們互相通信了好一陣子
透過文字，我們知道了大家都會永遠記住對方的好
有個人永遠記得你的好
當然是最幸運的
現在不確定他在台灣還是大陸還是溫哥華
但我還是不能忘記他
我的每天作息都會用到他的名字呢！
還有另一個人
他一天到晚會說我可愛
雖然他常常忙的沒有時間陪我
但因為他對他的目標的執著
因為他樂觀的個性
因為他願意努力而且不會埋怨
讓我知道他是個可靠而且會讓我成長自立的人
這樣也是種幸福吧
還有一個朋友們最搞不懂的
說真的我也不懂這是什麼感覺
也不知道到何年何月才會真的在我這邊結束
但他絕對是讓我覺得最幸福的
記得在天冷的時候
他會把我和另一個朋友送回家
但他一定會把他穿的暖暖的外套給我
而且不管其他人住那裡
我一定會是最後在他車上的人
跟他單獨相處幾分鐘
他也會在我哭過之後
第一個住意到我的眼睛而問候我
他總會在附近
不管有什麼事情發生
他就像個守護天使
在最近的幾年一直讓我覺得不管有什麼事情
我都可以不用怕
因為有他在
但最近已經沒有了這種幸福的感覺了
我想，也不會再有了
而且也不能再任性的已為這些都還在了．．
Saturday, March 04, 2006
我需要一帖給我自信的藥
每個禮拜天固定報到的羽毛球酷拉部的水平實在不是我能挑戰的
每次辛辛苦苦的打也不一定會贏
雖然那樣很刺激
但多在那裡打害我自信都不見了
覺得自己一點用都沒有
所以今天換個地方換個心情
打算去兩年前剛到日本時去過的地方
去跟一些水平和我比較接近的人打
還有去欺負一下比我爛的人
哈哈~
相信今晚回來就可以大聲說
我是個大贏家！^^
每次辛辛苦苦的打也不一定會贏
雖然那樣很刺激
但多在那裡打害我自信都不見了
覺得自己一點用都沒有
所以今天換個地方換個心情
打算去兩年前剛到日本時去過的地方
去跟一些水平和我比較接近的人打
還有去欺負一下比我爛的人
哈哈~
相信今晚回來就可以大聲說
我是個大贏家！^^
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
The wonders of airbrushing
See for yourself how much lies the media has put into editorials,ads,etc...Check out the portfolio of this company...
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