Wednesday, August 30, 2006

真是拿你沒辦法

看連續劇時再次的聽到了這句話
已經好久沒有人對我說這句話了
沒辦法生我的氣
沒辦法對我兇
不能勉強我做我不想做的事
不能不對我心軟
沒辦法離開我
但還是愛我
這樣的人
實際上沒有過幾個
以後也應該是沒有那個福氣再遇上
這樣願意寵我的人了
是吧...

Sunday, August 20, 2006

A Date...avec moi!

Saturday night...
I had no one to attend to
no one to wait for
no one to look forward to
but when Nao asked me if I could stay after work to do an interview
I still insisted I had to go.
I had to be somewhere, I said.
I had a plan, I said.
It was true...
although no one was waiting for me,
I had a saturday night plan with myself.
that's right...
I went to the hot spring after work
It was great...
very relaxing and a perfect way to end a work week
then I met Superman!
Went to a very late show at the cinema that started at midnight...
Superman Returns was a very long movie that brought my date to an end at 3 am.
It was very exciting...so it kinda gave me a neckache cuz I was too stiff when i was watching it ><...
there was no rush
no arguments
no worries about my appearance
(although I did make sure still that I looked good)(^_~)

so the next date should come up soon....^^

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

Just for Satoshi! (^_~)

This is the band I told you about...I loved one of the female trombone players...she was so cool! check it out ^^

if you click on the albums and find the first album, u can listen to clips of a few of the songs...^_~

Sunday, August 13, 2006

alone and lonely

Over the past 2 years, 4 months, and 10 days,
one thing has definitely become different.
I used to be with my friends or family all the time
or...
at least...
him. he used to be always there by my side
never had to eat a single meal out alone
and never liked to either

I guess I no longer have that choice
or that luxury...
Had countless lonely meals...
Went to the hot bath alone many times recently...
watching old and young couples there
enjoying the bath together
massaging each other
friends there chatting together
but I was alone...

did i survive?

better than I ever would have thought...

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

做了一個夢
夢裡,他寫了一封很長很長的信,
加上回憶全部寄到我的信箱來了
信箱突然變的好大
但還是塞滿了
我把重重的回憶包裹和信一起拿回家了

信裡面是什麼內容,
我還沒有來得及看就逃離了那個夢

還好我醒來了
我不想看到那封信
我不想知到裡面寫什麼
我永遠都不要丟掉我們的過去