Still living in the past

This is terrible...it really is...
I am not really doing anything with my life to move forward
I am not putting in any effort to make myself better
I am spending to much time thinking about the past
wanting to go back in time...
Not a good sign...
I should really give myself a limit
It's gonna be a busy two months so I will let myself go
but I must discipline myself to do these things next year:
Create my portfolio
Save money
Find a dtp related job in asia
Go back to swimming
You can do it, Jan...